We have enough information that things don't look as bad as they did before. As long as we don't get complacent thinking it'll all work itself out without our own efforts, there's room for some relief.
Even if things always go wrong at the end, you're still here.[ and, somehow: ] I'm still here. We'll deal with whatever goes wrong when it happens, but until then it's just making up something extra to be worried about.
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... I had to. [though her feelings are also a little mixed. everything is so fucked, man.] How are you feeling?
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[ her emotions are all over the place and generally Bad. but she shrugs. ] Normal, for now.
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[she sighs.]
Normal for now is good enough, I guess... Probably the best we're going to get, the way things are going.
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there's some gratitude, even if it's still mixed up in a lot of guilt and frustration. ]
It's how it works.
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An ending is an ending.
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I keep expecting that something is going to go wrong at the last possible second like it always does. I just can't shake the feeling. It's stupid.
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Even if things always go wrong at the end, you're still here.[ and, somehow: ] I'm still here. We'll deal with whatever goes wrong when it happens, but until then it's just making up something extra to be worried about.
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I know you're right. [but sometimes, brain...] Well, we've made it this far. Now we just have to make it through two more weeks.